October 20, 2019 3:00 am -34 Hours of no sleep. – I write this from a hospital bed. My mind and heart racing with involuntary panic. My thoughts plagued with delusions and distorted reality . As I fight for my mind as my body lay in bed I wonder where God is again ( and again). And why did he think bipolar 2/ maniac depression with a diagnosis of Hyperreligiousty was a good idea to create me with ?!
(To be continued, Excerpt from First Memoir, The Crazy Bipolar Ex-Jehovah’s Witness Apostate Chick , A Journey Running From Mentallness and From Faith And Religion By Spencer Tyler -Coming soon)
….why won’t he ever show up for me?